hell yes...

i think i'm back into the blogging thing.. but since i know none really reads that stuff i write.. i really like it!!

and i'm ok with myself... how bizarre!!

anyway.. lots van happen to a person in a year time.. it's really amazing how one person differs from another reacting to the same issues and situations... for example i'm still suffering to get through the first year in schoole.. i'm studying archeaology and it's so hard... while my friend is in the third year in medicine schoole.. iknow, you don't have to say it... i suck...

but still my druming thing is still the best thing in my life and it's the thing that i think i succeed in...

so what is it.. what are the standards of succes??

you got me this time, god..

what a long while it was... i think i really need to write...
yesterday, i had my first concert as a drummer... it was great big time untill the last two songs when the vocalist fucked every thing up!!!
i was really confused before it started, but after... i new i was up to the chase!!
so... a lot of songs... crazy ones in fact, and still a lot of time ahead to get our band really going... so i guess it was very good for a start...
well... i know what to say more, but i'm too tired to type even!!
anyway.... we worked real hard and haven't got the luck... mybe cause i'm not a believer in god!

better.... or never worse...

you chose... it's your big question...
it's what i've been going through for weeks...
and for me, i've got an answer... i think i'm going better, though the country is going bad... i don't know if it's the same for the others... but i know that it won't be the same in two weeks... cause starting tomorrow i'll be a university rocky!! (i like that name!!)
but hell... so what? it could make you feel better (moving from a stage to another) but it also could make you freek out... what do you think?

cool times just go!

ever thought about cheeeeeeeeeeeeZ?

well i never did before i recognized people saying chese to the camera... three of them couldn't stand each other while the rest are unhappy because of those three... it's amazing how people can wear a face that isn't thiers at all...
i thinnk i'm one of them... but i wish i'm not... don't you suffer lying?
seems not to be posts... just comments is what i do!

be aware!! danger

it's so amazing how some people get to know each others so quickly.. but it's really dangerous when you think you know someone so good and then get shocked when you find out that you're the stupid person who thought the world is a piece of cake!!! and thought that you're the one who knows all about them all!!
a friend of mine found out after about two mounths of friendship that his friend was a total bastard! and he found out that his judjment is the worset in the world... so, to him i give this song...
"meet you in the morning when you wake up
meet you in the morning then you'll wake up
if only i don't bend and break..
i'll meet you on the other side,
i'll meet you in the light"
that was "bend and break" by KEANE


SORRY ABOUT THE LONG BLA BLA BLA GUYS BUT I REALLY HAD TO DO THIS!

nothing to do...

have you ever woke up knowing that this is the worset day of your life? well i did, and that was few days ago... i hated to feel so but then i know thaat it wasn't that much terrible... i just got the worset marks i wanted and also some so stupid guys better than i did... that exactly what made it the worset day of my life...
but going back in time it's been about two hundred worset day of my life... and i can't figure out wich one is the worsetest... still i don't know what to do tonight!! time waste!
that's how a lot of people do wast time... thinkning about things like... wich day was the worset... or how many birds flow...
so what's your waste of time???